Suspend and Surprise...!!!

Oh My God... I'm suspend & feel surprise yesterday... haha... ok, like this... My beloved cousin: Abok... for the whole month didn't reply my msg... I thought that he already forgot me... HAHA... But not... hehe... he still remember me. He change his no. lorhh.... suspend me is, the text msg that he said he went to the SEA.. of cos for work. wahhh... surprise me he using new phone no... DAMN...!!! but luckily, he sent a msg to me using his new phone no... ehehe... Thanks...THANKS!!!  Miz him so MUCH...!!!

BIRTHDAY...

Yesterday, is my birthday. I'm 20 years old now. My wish is I wish I could get a JOB... Yes, A JOB. So, that I can help my parents. Hmm... Semoga TUHAN memberkati hidup ku ni. Mempermudahkan rezeki utk ku. Thanx to all my frenz 4 ur birthday wish yesterday. T'haru... huhu... x kira melalui sms ato FACEBOOK. Thank You very much, May God Bless U All Owez... AMEN. Even yesterday some matter is "BAD" coz of small matter. I hope they understand the situation. Too rushing, hushing my uncle. POINTLESS!!! I didn't say them as a Bad person, but they juz don't get it. Hmm... hope God will make them realize the real situation. Amen. I don't want to bother thinking of this 'remeh-temeh' matter.

I've got Good NEWS... Eventhough it's not consider as GOOD NEWS despite as LUCK 4 me. A guy wanted me to do something that can impress him & love me if I do. SOMETHING that consider as good matter. Don't think -ve. Hahaha... COOKING!!! haha... That's really funny, bt make me smile. Thx... I will try if that can impress ur Heart toward me... hehe... May God bless both of us, Amen. ^^

Is around the conner... my birthday!!! hehe... i'm nearest 20 years old... getting older & older... LOL. ^_^ Is time for me to change lorhh.... nway... wish me a happy life for this coming b'day!!! smile... may God owez bless me... amen.

I like this pic so much...

X-Bf & New Crush!!!

Mlm ni, tbe2 je t'ingtkn dia... of 'cos my x-bf. Hmm... sometime i do miss him a lot. Ya, for 7 years we built our relationship together, then suddenly I found that he cheated on me. Oh My God... only God know my feeling that day. For 2 month I cry, and cry alone at nite... 'sigh...' Everynite I'll pray hope that he come back to me... but there's nothing happened. I believe one day God will answer my prayer. I do Love HIM SO MUCH... I Miss Him So Much... Damn!!!

At the nite Gawai rami on 2'nd of June, I saw him. Oh God, my heart pounding very fast as I watch him 4 a quiet long time. But I can't meet him at that time, cuz of the crowd. There's too many people at the balai raya to celeb our Gawai day. Luckily, I can ease my broken-hearted with 'lepak2' with my cousins... haha... I'm enjoy that nite with them, spending time together, joget(really enjoy it...), & I've crush to my own cousin. Hehe... I juz call him as ABOK. Oh My God... I did crush to him coz he hold my hand for take me to inside the balai raya of cos for joget. I really happy at that time... He's TOO SWEET 4 me... HOHOHOHOHO!!! KIND, GORGEOUS, SWEET, CUTE, GOOD-LOOKING GUY & bla, bla, bla... huhu... ^_^ We exchange our phone number. Hehe... After the Gawai rami over about 4am, I do still dreaming if me & Abok still sit together side-by-side... I think I must be 'GILA-GILA' cos thinking of him hold my hand... Haha... Until now, I still can't forget 'bout him... (Sori cousin... I do admire u silently...)

Ola... this is my 1'st write a blog... hehe... I'm only 20 (yet to be)... huhu... getting older & older...